1 Sam. 27 - trust in God in bad times
1Sa 27:1 And David said in his heart, I shall now perish one day by the hand of Saul: there is nothing better for me than that I should speedily escape into the land of the Philistines; and Saul shall despair of me, to seek me any more in any coast of Israel: so shall I escape out of his hand.
He said in his heart – David did not ask God what he should do. Perhaps he was thinking that God wanted him to do something instead of waiting. Aren’t we the same too? At times, we do think perhaps God wants us to do it this or that way. And we acted based on our guesswork.
I shall now perish one day by the hand of Saul – David has forgotten that God has been delivering him all these times that Saul seeks his life. Has God ever told him He has stopped protecting him and he is now on his own? The answer is NO! Fear comes in when we stop trusting God.
Why did David doubt God now? I think it is because he has grown weary - weariness, fatigue, and then depression. Yes, even David has his spiritual depression. He has grown tired living the life of a fugitive. He is wondering when it will stop. Fear sets in and he begins to imagine the worst: one day Saul will succeed in killing him. So, he feels he needs to do something before it happens.
I should speedily escape into the land of the Philistines - David chose to be on the enemy’s side. When you are not on God’s side, you will be on the enemy’s side. The enemy’s side is the side that will bring you even further away from God.
Let us continue to trust in God in good times and in bad times. And, let us not grow weary in following God: “But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint” (Isaiah 40:31).
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